Feeling like a naked ghost

Dear Friends,

            Do you ever wonder how life would be like without you in this world? Or when you are dead, walking the streets as a naked ghost? You come into this world naked and when you die, you can’t take anything with you. But I sometimes wonder why you never see a ghost naked.  But that’s another story to be told some other time.

            I often walk around as an empty shell, feeling so numb and empty inside, like something is missing in my life. But what is it that I am missing? Why this empty feeling inside? Sometimes I feel like nobody cares about me, or if I even have a purpose in this life. Lost and confused, Confused and lost, whichever way is the same.  The feeling you get when you are about to lose your balance, and the feeling of falling and never hitting the ground.

            I think I need to get out of the house and go on a road trip. I want to go to the snow, to a place that matches this emptiness in my heart. White out, emptiness, freezing cold, and snow-white dreams. Then I will engulf myself in the flames of passion, just like the rebirth of the phoenix from the flames. I can’t be walking around all day and night like a zombie or that naked ghost, wandering around the lonely streets of my life.

The End

JEL

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