Why I Can’t Sleep

            It’s 4:46 AM in the morning and I can’t go back to sleep. Words are spinning around in my head, making sentences and paragraphs, urging me to get up and write. I guess it’s my conscience trying to get me to work at writing this book on my thoughts and paranormal experiences.  Lately, I have been lacking in the writing department, by not keeping with my commitment to writing everyday. I guess being sick is no excuse, but I just feel so drained and lazy lately to even sit down at this computer to write out these thoughts floating around in my head.

            I wished I had a writing job, and I should’ve stuck to journalism after High school. So with all my other regrets this field was left sitting away in the dusty atmosphere of my mind, fighting to get out and do something about it. This comes to the fact that I want a fun job that I love to do. I am one of those people who have been stuck working in a boring job that I hated. I’ve regretted going to work in the early morning and freezing my ass off for a few dollars at minimum wage. Was it even worth it? I just don’t know.

            Where are these thoughts coming from that are popping into my head with no inner control of them? It’s like I am an empty being filled to the brim and overflowing the edge with all these words that are forming sentences and paragraphs. What is controlling these thoughts? I often wonder, what’s driving this body and soul. Feels like I am not even in control.


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